Just before schoold ended, no matter what happened, I always wanted school to be over. But now, I don’t know what to do. Well, I know I have to look for a job… but it doesn’t take the whole day to do job-hunting. No wonder lately what I’ve done are sleeping, eating, chilling, and then back to sleeping. :p… and no wonder I look just like a ball, bouncing here and there… b.o.r.e.d !!

Nevertheless, probably that’s the nature of human: unsatisfied with what one has.

Think about this. Everytime you have something, after a while you will start to think that you want something more than that. Everytime you get a boyfriend or a girlfriend, you will start to think.. “Hm.. I wish that she doesn’t do that…”, or “I wish he’s a great kisser”. I don’t know why we always take that path. Wise man says, it’s because human is greedy. Like it or not, so far it is true based on these facts:

1. We always want to be number one. If we’re number two, we will try harder so that we can be number one
2. If we are number one, we don’t want others to challenge us and win. We don’t want to get down to number two.
3. We think number one is a Winner, and number two means, “you’re almost there”.

If you don’t feel it’s true or never feel that way. CONGRATULATION!! you are a better person.

Whatever the reason is, lets stop complaining..!

I will start to stop complaining about things TODAY!

It sounds scary, doesn’t it?

Well, it is scary. A whole different world for me to conquer. It’s not like school where I can be wrong, and get a second chance. Ah well, whatever happens, how hard it is, I won’t give up until I find one.

NO GUTS, NO GLORY!!

I always think that those who live their life unfairly and then hide behind the mask of innocence are fools. Yet, the world seems accept these fools in its existence, and label them: “Normal” and “Ordinary”; make those who live in honesty feel more miserable.

Sad, isn’t it?

Well, I will just laugh on them -because they are only fools.